Sunday, April 20, 2008

I felt so symbolic yesterday...(9)


As most of you know, my best friend, Lizzie, is in Germany right now. Only two months and ten days until she returns! With her gone I have become very nostalgic. I keep thinking that I’m not ready to grow up. High school has passed so quickly, all I want to do is return to the days where everything was simpler. Everything seems to have changes so quickly without me even stopping to breath. I can tell that myself as a person has changed and so have some of my friends. I’m excited and not excited to begin these next few years. I want to begin my life and learn more about myself, but I want desperately to not leave my childhood behind. It seems there is a lot of responsibility that I am going to soon have to deal with, that I do not want too. The last few years I have grown up a lot. My interests in music, movies, books, and clothing have changed, and I cannot wait to see what it will turn to in the next few years. Who knows, I might even be living in London with my very own bookstore in a couple of years?

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

...If I knew Picasso, I'd buy myself a grey guitar and play...

Mallory said...

haha.

=]

ComplexCourtneyy said...

Wonderful my darling..just wonderful.
I would definitely take a trip to London just to visit your bookstore :]